December 2011
78 posts
Okay clarification
I should not be in the category to be “untrusted”. forreals what am i going to do?
"Never take someone's feelings for granted because...
I never let people into my world completely. Because the times I do, they prove to be unworthy. Then I’m left alone, while they know everything. Stone cold heart.
Friends,
are people who are there for you even though you were fucked up. Friends are people who put themselves after you, only if youre upset. Friends are people who will do anything to cheer you up. Friends are people who know something is wrong, and will do whatever they can to fix it.
Acting strong and being strong are two different...
I thought I was strong, but its the little things I remember that cause me to crumble down.
” Smoking weed every night just to sleep right. Two rings lay side by side, caught in between this terrible thing. Mind is consumed by my nightmares of you, coming true is the future I hold. Numbers pile up hours and days. Leading on the promise of a dream. Lighters purpose is to make me forget. My lungs a gas chamber, let me fill it up. Chatting to my past can it really be that bad. Hitting...
I wish falling out of love was as easy as falling...
Im always on something.
Or trying to be on something.
Its literally weird to be sober, but not that i am. But for when I am. Its like ive completely changed back into old Karla. Like the other one didnt exist.
We went to womp yesterday, and my friends got to know the old Karla. XD shooooooot can i go back? (;
Its not that im scared of the dark,
I love the night. I just panic because my eyes werent made to see in the dark.
When your bestfriend is making a presentation at... →
hoelio:
I feel like the choices we make now are the big...
The ones that alter our future paths, the first real choices as adults. Needing to make a name for yourself, and be taken seriously. Willing to fail and get hurt, but going at it with blind optimism. Im excited to see where people end up.
SMILE LIKE YOU MEAN IT.
So many plans.
why do we make so many plans? its just setting ourselves up for failure.
What a lovely way to end.
The ocean. it could numb you so you feel nothing. but its so beautiful that you feel everything. biggest contradiction, like myself. i wouldnt mind feeling everything for a few seconds, then forgetting everything. and once youre gone the body you once lived in becomes food for others. thats how its supposed to be, not locked up to rott. what is the purpose of preserving something that contains...
Fear.
I dont wanna end up like my parents. I dont wanna end up like my parents. I dont wanna end up like my parents. I dont wanna end up like my parents. I dont wanna end up like my parents. I dont wanna end up like my parents. I dont wanna end up like my parents. I dont wanna end up like my parents. I dont wanna end up like my parents. I dont wanna end up like my parents. I dont wanna end up like my...
December 17. sighh.
I feel so cute buying xmahs gifts on my own. (:
#teamsuccess
eating is just so nasty right now. I seriously cant make myself eat. its painfuuul. my throat gets angry when i try. oh weeeelll. cheating the system!
Last night hit me hella hard.
Im still fucking high.
Ughh malls.
I really dread christmas shopping. But here i gooo. -__-
Best One.
I’ve always felt so scared of all this needing Everyone that I’ve met has been somewhat mistreated That’s how it feels when you know that something’s wrong. Then you came along like a swan off of the lake You flew across my eyes and out into space And I ran and I crawled and I chased to get out fast. That’s what I did.
If there’s just one thing you got to...
Everytime I feel sad I realize
Its not real. Nothing is real. I am not real, I’m made up. Because nothing is real, nothing should hurt me, so I don’t feel. My emotions aren’t real. Because nothing happened to me. I’m living what I’m supposed to. I do what I’m supposed to because I’m programmed to. Everything is a figment of imagination, a split second in the universe, a black hole. So...
I wake up when i go to sleep.
2:30 ;D
I do worry,
But whatever. Time and time again my emotions have been proven to be useless to life.
Still cant deny the fact.
Everyone underestimates me.
such pretty words
but lifes no story book. loves an excuse to get hurt. do you like to hurt, i do i do then hurt meeee.
Yawww.
A. Available: apparentlyy
B. Birthday: feb 9th
C. Crushing on: myself
D. Drink you last had: quicklyyy
E. Easiest person to talk to: no oneee. sad truth
F. Favorite song: uuuuhhhh…. take care by drake :)
G. Grossest memory: all of them. no jk maybee watching someone die.
H. Hometown: my bed, located on hermosa ter 2535
I. In love with: no oone but the past.
J. Jealous of: everyone...